I lied to you all, i wasn’t multitasking..this is actually an old picture i took a few days ago don’t hate me
literally obsessed with selfies but ew my eyes look brown I promise they are really hazel, guys
I’m crying it was so perfect. You me at 6 was fucking sick. And Mayday Parade oh my god. Amazing. All time low was crazy and there were bras everywhere and then pierce the veil wAS THE BEST FUCKING SHIT EVER OH MY FUCKING GOD GUYS. I haven’t sang that loud since warped tour last year. GUYS IF THE SPRING FEVER TOUR IS GOING TO YOUR STATE, GO. It was so worth driving 5 hours to San Antonio. Seriously.
you get a prize if you can actually tell I dyed my hair red yesterday
Oops I forgot nobody cares
This whole week was really like complete shit. but on the bright side, I FUCKING LOVE HOW MY HAIR COLOR TURNED OUT. It’s redish.. Picture tomorrow maybe.
I’m gonna post some poems later tonight, for the anon that asked about them.
don’t mind me just procrastinating while attempting to write some new poems oops
“Because how can you hold your ground, if everyone around you wants to bury you beneath it?
You have to believe that they were wrong.
They have to be wrong..
Why else would we still be here?” -to this day
oh goodness…i understand exactly how that feels. i really hope that you do not ever think about suicide..just know that the whole world is not against you. know that i love you, and always will. and there is not one person on this whole earth that would ever want to see you 6 feet under. not even your enemies.and the things you are going through now, will be forgotten about in a few years. you really wont feel like this forever, i promise. you just have to stay alive long enough to realize it.
suicide doesn’t end the pain either, it just passes it on to someone else. like your parents, or your friends or the kid you walk by every day that stares at you constantly, without you even realizing it. if you think about leaving today, or any other day by your own hand, just remember that there will be better days. no matter what anybody tells you, and no matter what you think now. of course, there will be difficult days too. but you cant give up on life before you even get to the best parts, just because you are afraid of some of the bad ones. things always get better, don’t let anything EVER bring you down. you’re so much better than what you are going through, and what you have been through or done in the past. you really are.
i am ALWAYS here to talk to anyone that needs help. if you’d like to come off of anon then i promise ill listen to you, and ill try my best to make you as okay as i can. i love you, and i care.
make sure you treat other people right too tho. you aren’t the only one going through a hard time, and everyone deserves a fighting chance. no matter how much worse or better you think their problems are. there is shit happening everywhere with everyone that no one may even know about, so don’t be a dick just because you’re having a bad day. just be kind.. i really hope this saved someone today.
